Wow.
We rly did it yall. We’re out in the city.
I got most of my room set up, and im j waiting to enter the free stuff facebook groups. No idea how im gonna get a drawer here in the snow, but itll show up somehow. Im gonna need a rack for my 9-5 clothes too. That’ll be an interesting thing to manage, but living off a work schedule is either gonna b great for the art or not. only time will tell.
Ive been using my phone less here. Its been a bit exhausting recently, but I’ve been able to get out more. Im happy im not living in middle of the woods suburbia anymore. There isn’t a feeling of longing or dissociation i felt in utah or back home. I’m excited for this part of life. Recently my whole personality has been “im moving to new york” and now that its done i gotta figure out what im up to now. I j wanna go out with ppl.
fuckin microwavable food costs $9 tho like i could j get deli food for cheaper now. I am a bit worried abt maintaining finances and health. Its doable, but I wanna hang w friends and thats the money drain. if anyone knows free shit to do in the city, lmk. I wanna get a gym membership, but also don’t know how to manage that.
I tried reading on the train, and it wasn’t too bad. I think i just didnt want to miss my stop. the trains in dc were usually 40 minute events but theyre quicker here so I couldn’t get as invested. If anything it felt like i was blowing through pages not cuz i was reading, but bc my stop was coming up. I wanna be one of the ppl that read on trains lmfao. I j dont wanna be on my phone.
I think i have a lot on my plate, but i can manage it correctly. and still work on art. rn ill just fake do a lot of shit until it rly clicks, then ill b j chillin. the future is bright and filled w ppl. and maybe hoes. but mostly friends.
good vibes. excited to b here. sleepy tho
much love,
Faraz
ps. it still hasnt hit that im living here and idk when it will. its all good tho, im enjoying the tourist life rn
ppss. my work got pushed back to next week and now that paycheck is a bit late. annoying shit tbh. all good tho
oui